Winds of Change

I've noticed myself become increasingly frustrated and numb, usually a tell tale sign of change and strength for me. I came so close for that to be a negative but I need to change my thoughts to change my actions, so my actions change my habits, and my habits can then change my life. #owningup

I take responsibility for everything that has happened and will happen because then I get to choose where to go going forward. I am not the reason for what happened or why but I chose what happened after. The little voice in my head used to say it was my fault and I deserved to be unhappy - well this is me saying once and for all that was a lie! I deserve happiness, success and abundance but not without putting in the work or at the detriment to others. You can't build lasting self love and worth by bringing others down just so you can stand a bit taller. You don't get to be right all the time by pointing out everybody's wrongs, I want to be the person standing by cheering you on hoping that you'll do the same for me.

One of the reasons I dislike reality shows because it seems like pointless droll, although episodes of Jezza Kyle used to make me feel heaps better on down days. I love shows like Ellen DeGeneres who constantly put positivity and laughter into the hearts of her audience and viewers (and colleagues)!

I'm taking these next 3-4 weeks before and during my holiday to decipher where I want to put focus on out of the "countless" things I want to upgrade about me.

Like the hills rise and fall, the winds change between stormy and calm

Let me know the ways how you own up to your pitfalls or get yourself out of a rut!