Faith.

Something I've longed to have in myself and despite others telling me what I have to "offer" I brush it off once more.

I don't know why I find it hard to believe in what I could achieve or I'm not willing to admit it to myself yet! Self sabotage has played a big part in most cases which allow me to stay 'happy' in victim mode. It's where I feel safe of sorts and keep the status quo. But I don't want to. I want to make a difference, even in my small little corner of the world.

So these last few days of the decade I'm trying to set some new rules to roll into the new year. Have a little faith in me is one of them.